(Source: dopeasfuckkk, via inappropriatewords)
i hate this, i want to be closer to you, in one way or another i dont care. we used to be close and then things happened and it destroyed me, ive never been the same person, i always look back on how we were and then at how we are now and i wish i could turn back time, but i can’t. i absolutely adore you but you dont notice, you hold yourself so low that it hurts me, i act like i dont care because i dont see you caring for me. fuck me i’m terrible at showing my feelings, so i know this won’t happen, but still… fuck me
i hate this, i want to be closer to you, in one way or another i dont care. we used to be close and then things happened and it destroyed me, ive never been the same person, i always look back on how we were and then at how we are now and i wish i could turn back time, but i can’t. i absolutely adore you but you dont notice, you hold yourself so low that it hurts me, i act like i dont care because i dont see you caring for me. fuck me i’m terrible at showing my feelings, so i know this won’t happen, but still… fuck me